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August 2011

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Jul 31, 2011579 notes
ohifonlyicouldmakelovetomyself replied to your post: ohifonlyicouldmakelovetomyself replied to your…

That’d be brilliant. It certainly had a wonderful rhythmic quality which is maybe why I loved it so much… :)

Alright. I’ll definitely have to do that then. :) Thanks.

Jul 31, 20111 note

ohifonlyicouldmakelovetomyself replied to your post: Where Tears Should Be

This is beautiful. Honestley one of the greatest poems I’ve ever read


Thank you. It’s actually lyrics. Once I get the tune and stuff down, I think I’m going to try to put up audio of it.
Jul 31, 2011
Where Tears Should Be

I can cry no more.

I have no tears left.

This loneliness has bore

A hole in my heart and left me bereft

Of any emotion but sadness.

The pain is strong and unceasing.

I feel that my heart is decreasing

In any emotion but sadness.

.

I am alone.

Nobody’s here for me.

Here in this place

There’s nothing but sand.

Leave me alone.

You shouldn’t hurt for me.

Here in this place

Where tears should be.

.

Never did I think

That I would be empty like this.

Standing on the brink

Of mourning the loss, and I miss

You more than you would know

And it hurts me so

To think of you alone

Like me.

.

I am alone.

Nobody’s here for me.

Here in this place

There’s nothing but sand.

Leave me alone.

You shouldn’t hurt for me.

Here in this place

Where tears should be.

.

And the sun will shine

And the world will turn

Now that you’re not mine

My heart does burn.

Still I can take the pain

If where you are it does rain

For all I want for you

Is to be happy not blue.

.

I am alone.

Nobody’s here for me.

Here in this place

There’s nothing but sand.

Leave me alone.

You shouldn’t hurt for me.

Here in this place

Where tears should be.

I am here in this place.

Are you here in this place?

We are here in this place,

Where tears should be.

Jul 31, 20114 notes
#lyrics #lyric #poem #poetry #Where Tears Should Be #song #music

July 2011

51 posts

To the girl with him now, take care of him and make him happy. That's all I ask, all I want for him. For him to be happy.
Jul 31, 2011
Jul 31, 201145 notes
I changed for and because of you in so many ways. Why couldn't you in one way for me?
Jul 30, 20111 note
  • Friend: How are you?
  • Me: Sad...just very sad...
  • Friend: Still not better?
  • Me: No....i won't ever be I think......
  • Friend: I think you Will be. =)
  • Me: ...every time i think about someone, he's always the first in my mind. Whenever I feel like singing, a song he introduced me to comes to mind first. Whenever I look at the board that holds my necklaces, I see the one he gave me. When I see my own smile, the picture of us with our faces painted comes to my mind. When I watch, hear about or think about Dr. Who, it reminds me of how much he liked it. I don't wear the rings I made to symbolize us anymore, but my ring finger still has the feeling of it there and my thumb still moves to adjust or play with it.
  • I don't think I'll ever get better...I'm love sick and I don't think there's anything can be done for it...
Jul 26, 2011
Jul 23, 201110,980 notes
I've changed my mind.

I will keep this blog going because my feelings for the person have not changed and have not lessened any.

So, weather they care the same way or not, I love them and I always will so I will continue to post about my feelings for him and the emotions I am feeling.

I am sorry for not making this decision earlier, but I have made my final decision.

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If you’re looking at this, I love you with all my heart and soul and nothing will change that.

I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, but even if you don’t just silently promise me you will be happy and do everything that will keep you happy.

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I love you Eric Allen Noto.

Jul 23, 2011
Just don't stop being you, you are amazing and perfect just how you are.

Thank you. Though I tend to have a hard time believing it a lot…

Jul 19, 20111 note
Is it appropriate to ask if the private blogis going to be canned?

It is fine. No. All my other blogs will be here still but this main one will be ignored. It was a blog about my love for one person, and that one person no longer wishes to be my significant other therefore, it is to be kept only in the mind, as a memory.

Jul 19, 2011
it will get better. things always get better, even if it seems bad at first. theres a quote that says "its going to be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end." i'm sorry you lost your love. it might take a long time to heal, but you can do it.

Thank you. And I certainly hope I can.

Jul 19, 2011
I'm not quite sure what happened or what your loss was because I JUST found your blog but I wish you the best of luck deary! It's all going to work out, I promise.

The loss is the love of my life. Thank you for the luck. And I certainly hope things work out, but so far nothing really has.

Jul 19, 2011
i'm really sorry it happened >hugs<

Me too…

And thanks for the hug.

Jul 19, 2011
Dear Followers, Please read this as it is important.

Just this morning, around 1:00 AM (mountain time) the reason
for this blog, my heart and my life, decided they no longer
wanted to be a part of it. Due to the meaning and reason for
this blog being lost, I am sorry to say, this blog will now
be abandoned. If you have any final requests, send me a message
and I will do my best.

Thank you all for being here and supporting me and I wish you all
the best and brightest.

Sincerely,
Rose Lunalia (Jackie)

Jul 19, 2011
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Jul 17, 2011
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Jul 17, 2011
Video/song for the one I still love. You know who you are. → youtu.be

“Did My Ring Burn Your Finger” ~ Lee Ann Womack

Jul 17, 2011
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Jul 11, 2011433,029 notes
Jul 11, 2011
Reblog if you want your followers to anonymously tell you one thing they secretly like about you: I like you for who you are. Hugs!

^w^
Thanks!

Hugs back!!!

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She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She's the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She's the girl who believes in loving somebody forever. She's me.
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Reblog if you want your followers to anonymously tell you one thing they secretly like about you.
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solsticebirdy:

I don’t understand why you never talk to me.

Jul 9, 2011
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The person I reblogged this from is beautiful.
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thisboythatgirl:

i love you kallan<3

I love you Eric. <3

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