August 2011
23 posts
1 tag
Please, do NOT ask why . . .
… anyone know the best/quickest way to fill a small vile (about the size of the first joint of my pointer finger) with my own blood?
… no … not again … I don’t think I can take another hit … not like that … not that place … I’m bleeding internaly enough as it is … you may as well … take the knife you’ve stabbed me with, twist it, pull it out and repeat the process … It hurts worse than that … I think that would actually be better … than what you...
Why? Why would you do that?! First you threaten to commit suicide and tell me to give you a reason to live. Then when I worry and freak out you tell me to calm down. Then when I get mad that you scared me like that and express that through my voice, you go and decide you don’t want to be with me. I gave you a second chance. Something I have NEVER done for ANYONE ELSE, and you ended up...
Please let me not be too late . . . please . . .
What must I do...
…to make you see how much I still love you?
Listen
Listen
themusiclibrary:
The Sound Of Silence - Simon...
When your heart aches for them every day and night.
When you see them around every corner, when they’re really not there.
When your heart leaps and then sinks when you catch a whiff of scent, and you miss them terribly.
When you try to drown out the memories of nights with them with nights with others, but can’t do anything because you realize again, you don’t really want to...
Anonymous asked: I understand what you're trying to say, but I kinda think you're confusing infatuation with love.
Anonymous asked: Well, you did answer my question, but it seems to me that you should stop focusing on the past and try to move on. I understand this guy was a huge part of your life, and letting go of him was probably very tough on you, but maybe it's about time you stop worrying about this dude and find someone that's right for you. And if that means you actually abandoning this blog, then do it. I...
Anonymous asked: Well, yeah, that's what I mean.
whitetigerlilies asked: Glad to see that you are still among the tumblr ranks. = ) It sounds like things have been difficult but I hope they get better soon and you keep gracing us all with your presence and witty repertoire.
Anonymous asked: What did you do to upset this guy?
